my name in japanese

STEPHANIE

"Sutefuni"

The first kanji in your name means Revered, the second means Hand, the third means Wealthy and the fourth means Child.

when angels fall

sometimes, angels fall.

in reality, angels are the epitome of everything perfect. that's why we call the people around us whom we consider special as "angels" as they personify perfection in the way we thought it shoul be.

but sometimes. stars fall.
angels fall. they do end up
disappointing the people
who believed in them.

i feel sad whenever i remember what i just did. i can see the pain in his eyes. the way they hold disbelief, holding back the surprise and anger yet he maintain this composure of being alright.

and i was his angel.

i saw him walking away. literally a million paces from me now. i called his name and run faster, faster that i can ever imagine.

i have to get him back.

he ended up the conversation, barely accepting my apology. he blamed himself. i blamed mine.

an angel in the wrong.

i can hear our conversation before the incident, when he told me i was an angel. and 24 hours later, i hurt him.

----000----

angels fall. they sometimes
end up disappointing the
people who believed in them.

well you see, i am not angel.
though i want to be.
i am not perfect.
i hurt people for just
being me...

Drops of jupiter

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way