it rained really hard in the last few days. i think it had been the first downpour this summer. and it really ahd to be on the time my heart was broken.
for a while there, i thought he could be at least somebody who will bring out something new. something to smile about. would you even believe i was stupid enough to think of JUNE 1 all of the time? ang galing no? master player. sheez.
so after my orientation last wednesday, after laughing my head off with that funny emcee in UP, i was gretted by a wet diliman campus as i went out of the se auditorium. everything was wet. the plants were extra green, the pavement was really dark. it was like seeing the campus in a whole new light, right after a tumultous thing with the heart.
i need space. really i do. but somehow i can't seem to have what i am looking for.. the space i need, the air i want to breathe. i'm going to college in a month, and i want to clear my mind for my own sake. i want t do my best there, and i know i cannot do that unless i would have my own issues cleared up. and i bet you a good hundred buck that it would not be done unless i am left alone for a while.
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