Saturday, December 30, 2006

thoughts of the faithful

only two more days left of my capiz vacation. how sad. really sad in fact because i haven't made a move yet. a move that would define this year. and i only have until tomorrow's swimming in consorcia to prove to myself that all this kilig is not at all for nothing. that i grew up from highschool and that i can finally be one of the girls i often envy for getting what they want and actually fighting for what they want.

so with those diskarte tips from nhau, she predicted i will be successful in bagging the boy. well, i am hoping for the very same. :D

who's the guy anyway? he's someone i saw in Capiz. i do not see him all day. i only see him during the afternooons-when he's here with his brothers and my cousins. family friend. the closest thing i have right now. and since i need change and i want to do something he is now the object of my desire. hehehe!

mom made this remark earlier, telling me how i like those who are younger than me. he was referring to THE boy in Capiz and the one i somehow left in highschool. i bluntly said, "'eto mama ako yong may gusto. 'yong dati, ikaw ang may gusto." she then remarked on how it was actually the highschool guy who likes me. sure sure sure. i don't care anyway.

it's my cousin's birthday tonight. there will be drinks (of course!) and i am invited (duh!) as well as he is (yay!). so i'm looking forward to having this bonding session with him. i am really really really psyched about the whole thing. i wish SOMETHING will happen.

**keeping my fingers crossed. :)

----))((----
to the stars..
i know it ahs been raining all day. but this is the first time since i left highschool that i had WISHES. that i actually BELIEVE in matters of the heart. that i am believing in fate. that i am putting myself out there. may be it's quite impossible. but it never hurts to write and wish. it never killed anyone. (just his hopes)

wishlist before the end of the year.

1. he asking fo my number. (deadline-01-02-2007)
2. ultimate bonding session
3. maybe a kiss. hehehe.

hey! it does not hurt to wish for a little more. right? ;)

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