caught up in fantasy

my summer's ending!

i got home sunday morning from capiz. i even thought the plane was going bakc to roxas because of the zero visibilty condition in manila. it's a good thing the pilot was able to do something or whatever it is he did.

my las few days in capiz had been the absolute best. thanks to my mom being there and her friends. just listening to their conversations actually kept me entertained. i miss them there. tito bong kept cracking these jokes in the airport. entertaining they were but i pity tita ganda for being the subject of those jokes.

i am very thankful for the opportunity to actuallly even spend a week in capiz. i enjoyed it. thanks to my mom's friends, my super hospitable grandmother, my lola's house staff and my the laptop for keeping me sane there. =D
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i'm actually watching till there was you here at home right now. corny ko! there was this line here, "ano ba ako sa 'yo?" it suddenly struck me. i had longed so much to ask "somebody" this. then another person also came up and told me how he apparently felt for me. i got wound up in those things for quite a while only to realize i'm back to zero.

i can't explain exactly why. but i still trust that i still know what i want and from the last moment i have sad these words, what i want is still the same. and i know, that in the long run, however long that run may be (5-10 years from now),it still will be the same dreams.

if i find myself alone in these dreams one day, i'd cry, i'd break down, but i surely would be glad taht he had found what it is he really was looking for.

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