i decided to do something more fruitful tonight. i researched on the 4 elite universities in this country and on the courses they have that actually struck my interest.
- University of the Philippines, Diliman
- University of Sto.Tomas
- De La Salle University
- Ateneo de Manila University
for anyone who might need an application form of DLSU and UST, i have a file here in my pc, so just send me a mail and i'll be sending you one, as soon as i read your mail. i did not get any from UP because i already have one (from sir nikolai) and the ADMU site does not offer any downloadable forms. so here's teh only help i can give you guys.
anyway, as i had done my research, the more i read about UP, the more i get excited. it's as if every word i read makes me want to go there more. i finally decide on BSBAAA(B.S Business Administration and Accountancy) and got a preview of my syllabus. it's part of my dream to be in the corporate world. to give the drive i have the work it had always dreamed of having. maybe after that i'll be having my masterals and then i would be head of the financing dept. of an multi national company. dreams! :P but then i am going so fast already. as i study BSBAAA, i's like to join those orgs they have at the college of arts and letters and visit the exbihits they would be having at the college of fine arts. and at late nights spent at them, i's be going home with a group of friends or maybe a "someone special". :)
hear those things? a girl's ramblings. it does not hurt to dream, right? :D
there's this thing about UP that makes me jump up. that excites me. that makes the hair at the back of my neck stand to the end.each time, it feels like being in an almost surreal world. so idealistic. but i know college won't be like that. there's still room for adjustment. ;)
aside from the college dream, there's something else.
i actually dreamt of this guy once.... in the dream, there was this upcoming major test in Math. everyone was asking my help to tutor them in Math, along with everyone, was this guy. i taught all of them what i understood. the day the test results were released, everyone passed but me. i was crying so hard. it felt so wrong. i felt so stupid, so weak. they all were consoling me, telling me it was ok. but i knew better that it was not. we have this practice. i was still sad. the same guy (who apparently, in the dream, may be a really close friend) was sitting beneath a tree's shade. i sat beside him and then broke down. he kept telling me all these wonderful things on how i did i good job by helping everyone, and that me failing teh exam has nothing to do with my short comings, it may really hadn't been my day. as i was crying on his shoulder, the guy hugged me, i was shocked by the move he did and then i fell asleep in his arms.
the moment i woke up in my reality, i felt the tears in my eyes, in my pillow, and it seems that ia actually remember being in the scene of my dream..
my mystery guy.
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