being a camera whore

i am a camera whore.

one very important comment. no one can stop me from being one. it's not narcissitic. it's simply-vanity. :)

if someone wants to take my picture, it takes a few seconds and then right before the camera takes record of me, i smile in the sweetest way i know, and then as it flashes, i smile even more and try harder to make my eyes stay open in presence of the flashing white light. this not only happens once. it takes a looooong looooong time to make me hesitant in front of the camera. i love taking pictures of myself and of others and of course others with me. it's not something i would deny of being, but the only things is that i refuse to be taken in pictures in cameras of people i do not know. an example: stranger's phone. but back to the topic. point here is that i make sure every singe photo i was ever in that is to be posted somewhere by someone should always pass by par. par meaning my standards of my own personal beauty. oh! and another thing. i hate pictures where i look bleh. so i delete them, whether the owner of the camera agrees. or not.

but recently someone made me so frigging hapy that i realized, it is not how you look in the photo, it is about who you are with.

so in final memory of a crush that i really crushed on. here is what i hope, will be my final blog about you.

it is not about how you look, it is more about who you are with.