penny for my thoughts

this is what keeps me up right now:

growing up means opening yourself to an environment that seems to be much stronger but it actually is something more vulnerable. it's why adults get entangled in such complexed affairs, realtionships, and whatever you may call all those things.

one thing taht struck me is how a singel woman could be the cause of why two guys who used to be best buds. it do happen. i know that. i am not living in a perfect world. but is it right? is it worth all of it?? i mean, why waste years of hard earned trust and loyalty to one another just for the love of a woman? is it worth all of it??

of course it definitely is not! think twice guys before you do any action. same to you girls. is a boy really worth all of this???

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anyway, today is one of the reamining 4 days of my UPCAT review. that means, remaining four days of regular allowance and then i'm back to being poor. god! i hate student life when it comes to this aspect.

i did not want to go home early kanina. i actually had no intention in doing so. i accompanie dlorraine to a computer shop and then she already wnet home with tita naureen. jamie and i, went to the park near allan's house. ang baliw! alam kong anung ginawa? she actually fetched allan from his house! anyway, he kept saying he has to go, and i was telling him to go already, but all he said was that he's be doing it later beacause he's getting lazy. i actually hated him because i was saying this story about sir nikolai and he was not paying any attention! he kept on butting in many other topics. talk about respect. and to think your talking to your bestfriend. hello??

anyway, before he left, he kept making us envious about this ice cream he said he had at home. i di not mind ask what the flavor is. what was important is that it is ice cream people! it's exactly what you want in a hot summer afternoon! but he did not agve us any. so tough luck. he's on a really stingy mood kanina.whatever the real reason may be, ang weird talaga niya.

anyway, he finally left, i looked at him for a while, then i looked again then not. i caught him doing something. whatever it is, it is something really weird since jamie did not tell me until i finally made her 'fess up. guess what? well, i totally got surprised. good or bad way? well, i'll let you people decide.

jam and i spent another good hour there just chatting. what about? guess you really don't have to know. let's just say, it's something regarding the people in the place we were at. after an hour, we have to leave bacause she still has to meet up tita naureen, so we went home.

here at home, i ate pancit. i was really hungry already because i had nothing for breakfast and lunch for me was a bottle of sprite and a small pack of chips? i made ate aw cook some pancit for me. buti na lang mom had a stash here. kung hindi, gagastos na naman ako. tipid na naman. hehehe.

about 20 mins after i arrived home, tita naureen and jamie fetched me and we walked till we reachd the park at pao's house. they were getting really thirsty so we had to passed by pao's just to ahve a decent drink of water. why not buy? BECAUSE WE ALL LEFT OUR WALLETS AT OUR HOMES! when we arrived, it seems pao wasn't there so we had to go to my house "a la pie" (by foot) just to have water.

when they left me, i had a bath already and then went to bed. i watched tv for a while and then i starte dto drift off to sleep. then i heard the phone ring and surprise of all surprises, it was jam. we chatted for a few minutes then put the phone down.

i watched full house, the last episode. i watched it because it was the last episode. i really avoid telenovelas nowadays. i just don't really like the plots and all taht. but with respect to teh writer of full house, i did like her ending. =)

i'm hungry right now.