I Am And You Don't

I am just like any other girl.

I have my own insecurities to think about: weight problems, pimple breakouts and hair in all the unwanted places. I do dream of my prince charming with the hope that someday, i will alctually come face to face with the supposedly man of my dreams. I have my hair to think about and teeth to check whenever I am introduced to someone. I have to spray perfume once a while just so I will smell good. I need to wear something nice where nice is defined as cute yet would come across as my usual daily apparel. I have clothes to shop for and in case you suddenly forgot, I have parties to plan as I became the official planner . I have arrangements to do but still I must never forget to have my hands and feet treated a good manicure and pedicure.

I am a girl and I am just like every other girl.

You do not get to look at me and tell me anything negative about my personality at all. You, do not get to tell me that I am much of a career person as you know well before that my priority is not you. You don't get to tell me the bullshit that you cannot continue this anymore because I deserve someone better than you because ,yes, that is actually true and who told you I will give you a yes anyway? You cannot yak in my ear about all your sorrows and expect me to listen because, as you conveniently say, I am your bestfriend because that seems to me only as a statement made out of convenience. You do not get to greet everyone with a hug and leave me with a measly wave of your skeleton thin arms and expect me to be okay with it. You do not get to command me to be freaking fine with the existence of your freaking girlfriend as you never managed to act accordingly with these laws you suddenly make up when you encounter whoever guy I am with. You do not get to step foot at my house, sit beside me with just the assumption that I will let you. You more than anything do not get to tell me all these perfect things today and mean another thing tomorrow.

In case you have suddenly forgotten, look closer, I am a girl and it is still basically the same deal with me. I do not expect you to understand this with that low comprehension skills but at the same time you cannot expect me to look at you with any form of recongition and apprehension that is basically called respect as I have the least amount of that for you right now.

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Something I got from the corners of the world. I thought it is something that fits best with the situation that presented itself lately.