Success is in the air once more.
This first year in the university is anything but secure. Every moment I am paranoid of what I wear, how I look, how my grades are, if my answer is correct.. Blah, blah, blah. Let's just say nothing is secure in my first year. Take note, verb on the present tense.
All my decisions are based on gut feel and instinct and dozens of uncertainty. Why not? At the very least, I should be entitled this. So I doubted my life plan for a vey long time. Sorry. Change that. Make it in the present tense.
But!
It was good thing I joined lunch with the relatives today. Hearing from my cousin how her career is going, which ideally will be the same with mine as I am targeting the same profession. I see her very calm and collected, looking great in the world I want to be part of some day. She's even planning to go to Australia and work there soon. Of course that's not my target country, but any where would be a good stepping stone. An additional info: she took this exam for accountants to become internationally acknlowledged public accountants and she passed it, without even taking a formal review-she reviewed on her own.
Wheee! If I do get to reach those places someday, I would be that calm and collected too! Sigh. Gaano pa kaya katagal yon?
Time, will you please fast forward yourself?
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