to my beloved batch head

i actually am awe withyou. you were able to handle that kind of pressure, and you readily gave up lots of your free time to be a head of this batch, to lead us and to HELP us.

i have been hearing stories, believe me, and i attest to the fact that some of them are true (since i have been part of them). but hey, i understand you underwent a lot of pressure being the batch head. you, more than all of us, are constantly under critization from all the mebers you, more than any of us, is vulnerable to breakdowns and i admire your for not succumbing to any of them. you, i admire more than anythng else my dearest batch head, all because of these things.

i was happy of being an applicant to this org. i do not think i made any wrong decisions at all, not in any form. if there was even one hitch though, it would all be because of what you did to me yesterday.

let me remind you, my batch head, that most of your responsibilities are to your co-apps. we, as your co-applicants, should also help you in return. do not give me the bullshit that we had our shotrcomings. because you do not have the audacity to do so, because even you, my oh-so perfect batch head is flawed, in the worst way possible. again, in my 1st statement your responsiblities, more than anything is to lead us. to lead someone is to guide someone, and to guide someone in more crude terms is to help someone. while veryone is helping each ther in the sigsheets, aren't you supposedly one of those persons who would help us with it, specifically if it is your buddy we are asking to sign your sigsheet. you know what you should have done? you should have told me right there and then what i needed, or at least, this is what i expect of you to do, because this is what we all were doing, what we all should be doing. rememeber what members said? "magtulungan kayo". you should not have waited for your buddy to nudge you and tell you, "tulungan mo siya". hindi ba mas nakakahiya yon? you should have known that. no, it is not cheating, because the sigsheet is not a test, the sigsheet was to help us know the members and to exercise our teamwork. this was what this was all about. thi sis not about recognition, who does what better, who is closest to anyone else.

maybe it's time you rethink these things. you are not the star of our batch, nor is anyone else, we are here as a team, and in a team, no one is above others, each one is equal, in opportunities and recognition.

then again, this is just my opinion, maybe it would not matter to you. but at least, i am saying this in the open.

signed,
a co-applicant